I was supposed to have kept my word. To deliver a few written thoughts. That I didn't. Its probably because I like to avoid being obliged, even if I bring it unto myself. How goes it with you?
I sit at my parent's home writing to you a few stray thoughts. Really. Nothing much to say here you know. Apart from attending a few lessons in salsa, indulging in new friendships, absorbing the fact that in this busy world with busy people friendships may not be the best solution to social happiness. The only friends we make maybe the ones we meet whilst one was in the age of innocence. The rest- needs to be highly debated.
Watched a bit of Thank you for smoking but not the whole movie. Loved the office spaces of the guy working for the hollywood biggies or whatever. Inspired me to a whole new level. Well maybe not so much.
Stopped shopping actually. After the big spend on the tommy hilfiger and the kenneth coles, I've decided to be more laid back. The guilt trip was awesome you see.
I return to study again. I need to be there again. To refresh my thoughts. How strong I thought I was is directly proportional to my illusions I think. In fact, the truth of the matter is I might be a little afraid of the real me. I am staying unrealistically cool in order to avoid the me that is all of brutal harsh and honest. I am staying quite dishonest as possible. Well not in that sense. Here I go again...!
Its time for some salsa some black tea and some late night work on a design.
Working towards a clearer tomorrow.
