Sunday, February 1, 2009

Home IS where the heart is.........

I know I know I've said it before....I need to blog about serious stuff about dams and poor people and the newly packaged Hindutva Talibanism uprising in India blah blah- yes and I will... let me just get my head straight okay? and then I will enlighten you all with my oh-so-crazy ideas about what could be done. Right. For now we shall once again delight in my Oh- so- delightful life now, shall we?
Am at home now, with my parents, the week starting off with a fever and puke rushing out of my oesophagus every half an hour. But now I am better, my hair looks great (and by great I mean curly long and beeeyoootifulll) but my skin for reasons unknown looks shabby and I am waiting for the glow to set in. You familiar with the glow? You know the one you get when you set foot at home, where you're fed so well and you can sleep all you want and there is always somebody to pick up the clothes you throw on the couch and so hence due to being so well taken care of you feel genuinely loved and happy? yes that glow. But haven't got that yet and I guess its coz of the flu for now.

About boys. Well. Right. Thats a very important topic. And guess what? I am who I am. I am loud when I choose to be. I am demure also only when I choose to be. I love a good joke. I usually like to be the one cracking them. I love NDTV24 X 7, I love the discovery channel. I love not understanding what I want. I am me. I cook and can mother a 100 children. I can be the striking editor of a magazine. I can be the girl who is so lost with a map. I can negate business deals. I can do a whole lot of rubbish at my will. So yes I am who I am. So dear boys. why do you always fall short of my expectations? and no I am not scaling them higher up the more you try.

Okay venting done.

Now for the real stuff. I am home and it feels good. It didn't the first day but now am settling in and getting used to the air. A lot of paper work needs to be done and of course some thesis work needs my attention. But besides that there is plenty of time to write and also I have decided to start my bharatnatyam classes again. I think I'll re learn one or two dances again. Just for fun's sake.

There is plenty of time to unravel here.

What I need to do here:

1. Get more serious.
2. Focus on new projects.
3. Write more and more.
4. Excercise and get my tummy flat again.
5. No drinking alcohol.
6. Try and try to make the best tiramisu even if it means I die trying.
7. get a pair of new spectacles.
8. New Ray bans please.
9. scuba diving if dads lends me the money to do so:).
10. Read and read and read.

Um...thats it by then it will be time for me to get back to my other home.



1 comment:

Khadija Ejaz said...

Ha, and I thought I was the only one that felt protected in my cubbyhole here. :D